He told me …
So today i decided to settle things … whether it was bad or good… I gave in to go and talk to him, preparing for the worst, and hoping for the best… We had a casual talk, as i promised.. no voice rising, no walking off, no this and no that. Just calm and steady and understanding. It went on and on, i had my part of say and he had his few words… not much at all. All he said was “i just want to hold you..” and that how he missed me so much but didnt want to show it… wanted to call me but didnt want to do it… all because he wanted me to feel the pain but he knows i was in hella major pain… jackass lol. He then told me… if he ever walks away, id have to hold him back and fight for him, but pause… i asked him why cant he do that to me cus i want that… and he said some lame ass excuse . lol, but when i leave, i wonder if he’d do the same… i mean, like they say “IF u love something let it go, and if it comes back then that’s how you know..” Apparently if i havent went there today to talk to him, our “Break” or argument wouldve kept going on and on… Point is, im glad i made this choice… Im finally happy, and i hope he is too.. Though he was a being a bitch ass.. Lol but i love him <3
